Saturday, August 25, 2012

Trust me I am a Communications Graduate

Coming to Egypt, I was excited. I expected to go out everyday, go sight seeing, visit friends and family and above all have fun. I guess I shouldn't have such high expectations. The problem with expectations (in my opinion) is that you will always be disappointed. You will always be let down. So there are three solutions to avoid this type of disappointment. (1) Lower your expectations (2) lower your standards or (3) eliminate expectations from your life completely. I guess the saying is true, "sometimes we expect more from others just because we would be willing to do that much for them."
The problem with Egypt is that everyone is so caught up with politics and the media that they forget themselves. They forget how to laugh, how to smile, how to be kind, how to be polite and above all, they essentially forget who they are. The energy level is so negative. Negativity surrounds every corner of the city. It is toxic and it is harming everyone in the city. Why is everyone so scared? I can't help but wonder, how can a country that was once known for its strength, dignity, power and riches become a country that is so naive and needy? The answer to this is media. The whole purpose of media, especially in a country that is going through a stressful period such as Egypt, is to scare the people. The trick is to know when to believe and not to believe the news.


The point of the news is to put out stories that will (a) attract the most attention, and (b) instill the most fear. If you have a story that will not captivate your audience or scare them even just a little bit, then you have no story. Remember, television and news are either owned by the government or by a high end broadcaster who makes billions in profits by using public airways for free. They control what goes in and out of your media outlets. They manipulate people and brainwash them into believing that what they are seeing is fact. As a result, the city is in a panic. They have controlled the thoughts and minds of the people.
If you don't believe me, try it out for yourself. Ask any Egyptian you know about the current situation in Egypt. They will tell you with assurance of the situation. Now, ask them where they got their sources and information from. Their answer will either be Facebook, or the news, or they read it somewhere or they heard it from someone. Their sources do not come from first hand experiences. It's like we are all puppets and the media is controlling us.
Believe it or not, our minds are being infested with garbage. Our thoughts and actions are being completely controlled. The media has won. We have become robots, and the superior being is the media. Do you want to know how you can stop being a robot? How can you stop being controlled?  The answer is simple, it is as easy as changing your news channel. 

Thursday, August 23, 2012

The Beginning of my Journey

So here I am at Charles De Gaulle International Airport in Paris. I am taking a liking to the French people, they are so polite and the airport is beautiful! Also, I can now proudly say I ate a croissant in France! It was so delicious but finished way to soon!
So as I sit here on my stop over I have been thinking about all the feelings I am having. I am having a lot of mixed feelings at this point but my main emotion right now is sadness. I never wanted to leave Toronto. Toronto is my life - my home. So how can someone just pack up and leave home like this, not really knowing where I am going and whose lives I will cross paths with? Although sadness is my deepest emotion at this point, I still try to look on the bright side. My heart is filled with sunshine and love. I am so overwhelmed with the amount of love and beauty that surrounds my life. As I said my goodbyes I found that many people were genuinely saddened for my departure. I questioned myself, have I really touched this many people's lives? I feel extremely honored  and thankful to have so many amazing people in my life who support me, make me feel special and above all, I feel important. 
Distance and time could change many things, but not the bond I have with these special people - at this point, they have become family to me. 

Dear Family, 
I plan on keeping you in my life for a very long time. You haven't seen the last of me yet. I have so much more energy and craziness to offer you. 
Sincerely, 
The girl on the other side of the world who loves you very much. 




As I begin to venture on my new journey, my goal is to find myself and question every path I take and challenge every opportunity I get. I am trying to understand what it is that I need to do in order to reach my satisfaction. This is especially difficult because when I look at my path, it is not a clear view. In fact, my path is very blurry because I am unsure of what I want to do and where I want to be. My plan however is simple; I wish to be amazing. I am going to be epic. I want to make a difference by somehow contributing even a small difference in someone's life. I want to contribute in changing the world. I don't know how I will do this or where I will start but that is my plan. I may not be certain of what I want to do with my life or where I want to be ten years from now but one thing I am certain of is that I wish to dedicate the rest of my life in helping people.